My greatest fear...

Let me preface this quote by saying I've never read the book from which it comes, I first read this quote on a blog of a friend's Meg Ricketts and connected with it immediately. It is quite honestly one of, if not my greatest fear.

It's knowing that I'll never have what she has -- a beauty so powerful it brings things to you. I fear I will always have to chase the things I want. I'll always have to wonder whether I'm truly wanted or whether I've just been settled for.

– A Great and Terrible Beauty by Libba Bray